i cant afford a counciler

i have a face. i get called out a lot on it. =/

its okay though,my parents tell me im the same as everyone else. sometimes though,i feel like my friends are ashamed of me or think im gross. my parents can't afford counciling. but im sure the counciler wouldnt like me either. My only true blue friend  is abagail. i dont even know how to spell her name.
the sky was gray when i woke up this morning. ='[